Thursday, May 27, 2010

Life Path Number...

Your Life Path Number: 2

Life Path Number 2: The Peacemaker



Life Path Number 2 enters this world striving to create harmony. You have a deeply spiritual quality that gives you an uncanny understanding of the emotions and dynamics of the people around you. While this is a wonderful talent to have, it can often leave you feeling depleted and exhausted, so it is important for your own mental and spiritual health to rid yourself of any negative people in your environment, even if they your family or close friends.



Your spiritual side may feel overwhelming to you at times. This is understandable as you simply feel so much more deeply than many others. Try not to fight this part of yourself, as your strength springs from it. Instead, embrace it: when you allow your extraordinary empathy full rein, you are a visionary who can see directly into people's souls - and help them to heal.



Life Path Number 2 folk are often intrigued by the mystical side of life. You of all people intuit that there is really no such thing as black and white in the world and you are drawn to the many nuances and shades of grey. Whether this takes the form of studying the supernatural or developing a revolutionary new software interface, that intuitive side of you will be the source of the desire to better understand, and improve on, the things you are presented with in your everyday life.



Because you are so easily able to see not just two, but all sides of an argument, you may be accused of chronic indecisiveness. This can be solved by being a little more selfish. Although this may sound strange to other people, Life Path Number 2 people will probably understand that they often put their own needs and desires behind other people's - all in the interests of harmony. By teaching yourself to recognize your own needs first, and weighting them more heavily than others' needs, you will be better equipped to make firmer decisions.



The upside of this ability is your talent for mediation. You are probably the person that all of your friends go to when there is an argument to be solved, or you may even include mediation in your professional life. The strong intuition that comes so naturally to you is the fastest and easiest way to achieving successful outcomes to any negotiation.

Friday, May 21, 2010

To Be One of the Dark



To be one of the dark does not limit me to one kind of thinking. In fact I can think on more than one level.



To have good you have to have evil.



To have light you have to have dark.



To have white you have to have black.



Okay, obviously you have to have one to have the other. One can not exist without the other. Time, history, religion, politics have all said the same thing. So if one person knows the difference why condem them for what they know to be true.



Really, does it have to be a majority thing to make it right, that if only a few people believe it it makes it wrong?



WHO ARE YOU TO SAY IT IS WRONG?



Think about it: You think it's wrong for one to think a certain way, well what if they think the same way, that you're wrong? Who's right then? Answer that.



Truly, stand back and think of what you are saying. For once put yourself in the others shoes, so to speak.



One person is NOT absolutely correct. One person is NOT absolutely wrong.



I can see this: Everyone walks their own path. Why is it sooooo hard to let someone believe the way they do.



In my mind it's " If you believe strongly enough in something, then it is."



Whether you believe the same as me or not. I believe what someone believes is their own reality.



Let it go, really.

Not All Needs to be Revealed.

Not all needs to be revealed....


Current mood: calm

Category: Life

"I hate being ignorant. For me a question unanswered is like a thorn in my side that pains me every time I move until I can pluck it out."

"You have my sympahy."

"Why is that?"

"Because if that is so, you must spend every waking hour in mortal agony, for life is full of unanswerable questions."

Angela trying to school Eragon on life in Brisingr by Christopher Paolini.



In my opinion, we are not suppose to know everything. If we did then what is there to look forward to.....no new knowledge.....no goal to be reached.....no imagination needed. Life would be dull. No diversity, no group efforts, no need to talk to anyone really.

There are things we need to know, things we search for. Our journey in life.

Some things are meant to be known by all and some things are meant for anyone.

Keep life real, full of wonder and miracles.

Leave something to believe in.

To Notice or Disregard....your call.....


To notice or disregard.....your call.....


Current mood: creative

Category: Life

"He or she who is intelligent can learn from my predictions that it is possible to discover the correct path to take, as if there were footprints in the sand from those who have gone before. Study the history of previous cultures, the ancient ones who have provided witness to inner silence, beauty, light and benediction. Do not follow the ways of the future cultures who only will wish to pass on weapons of destruction more horrible with every generation. Such people have become slaves of their own fears alone." Nostradamus





So far his predictions have proven true....so do we keep believing them or just look at him like he's some "nut-case" from the past? He speaks of 2010 and the evermounting 2012.......He has been right thus far....why challenge his claims now?



I believe 2012 will be a new era.....new generation.....absolutely new outlook on life and the way we live it....



Do you fear the unknown or do you embrace it?



I myself embrace which I do not know.....I want to learn and grow in the knowledge of those who came before me and had a knowledge of a time where the "enlightened ones" where "allowed" to speak with the universe and not looked down apon........

Her Minds Library

Her Minds Library


Current mood: determined

Category: Religion and Philosophy

She walks down a long spiral staircase.

The smell is musty and of old parchment.

The sound is pages being turned, books taken down or being put away.

The sight is of a medevil stone, dark colors with hints of brighter ones and bookshelves and desks of tough and reliable wood, ink bottles with quills in them and parchement waiting to be written on.

She gets to the bottom and sees a woman who is very happy to see her again; it has been way to long.

They embrace.

She is looking at herself as medevil fair lady.Longer hair flowing, blood red dress that any one of nobility would wear. This is her inner self.

They talk for a long time, getting reaccuainted. It has been to long since they talked and actually worked together.

It looks like a hurricane has been through this room. So many thoughts gone astray, so many new things learned and not put away.

Too much self doubt and always wondering what to do, wondering what it is she is doing so wrong.

She let it go, this majestic library that is one of the most powereful rooms in this realm of mind.

She gave up, lost her way, lost herself; or so she thought. Herself has always been there and will always be there, waiting for her to recoginize it and realize all she has to do is look inside to find what she thought she has lost.

She helps clean and organize.

Not to long after she bids farewell.

She wants to stay longer but self doubt is still lingering.

She promises to be back and work on what is bothering her so much.

The fair lady knows she'll be back, but hopes it doesn't take as long to return home.

He's Just Not That Into You.....

He's Just Not that Into You


Current mood: flirty

Category: Romance and Relationships

"I had this guy leave me a voicemail at work, so I called him at home. Then he emailed my Black Berry, and so I texted to his cell. Then he emailed me to my home account and the whole thing just got out of control."



"Miss the days where you had one phone number and one answering machine. And that one answering machine housed one cassette tape. And that one cassette tape either had a message from the guy or it didn't."



"And now you have to go around checking all these portals.....Just to get rejected by seven different technologies. It's exhausting."



It gets pretty harsh when you keep getting rejected by soooo many technologies, and as she said, exhausting. Hard not to give up really but....



"Maybe this is the happy ending; knowing that through all the unreturned calls and broken hearts......through the blunders and misread signals......through all the pain and embarrasment...you never, ever gave up hope."

You Know You're Old When........

This is Great! Sooo funny....really


Current mood: bouncy

Category: Quiz/Survey

1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them.I know someone who still does



2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. You're kidding right, if ya want it you can still do it in alot of places.....just saying



3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. Never had too much beer in there anyway, don't like the stuff



4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. That's funny, really, you don't know me that well do ya?!



5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. I know you're joking....that's soooo beyond wrong!



6. You watch the Weather Channel. Nope have internet for that.



7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." No they still hook up.....hahahahaha



8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. What job do you have, I had 7 and that's if I was lucky.



9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." Whatever, obviously you can't work it.



10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. Nope that would still be me, should see it when I play rock band!



11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. They been doing that for loooong time



12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. OOOO yes I do. I've been to a bar and went there after.



13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. Hmph, if you got the money to buy a car whose payments are up there.



14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. Don't have a dog but my cats get alot of "people" food.



15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. Hey, that is my bed and I fair just fine thank you



16. You take naps. Nope on that toooo, really and you really think you know my kinda older?



17. Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead of the beginning of one. Wouldn't know, okay yes but he was an ass and I payed for everything.....everytime



18. Eating a basket of chicken wings at 3 AM would severely upset, rather than settle, your stomach. I prefer Mexi Melts



19. You go to the drug store for ibuprofen and antacid, not condoms and pregnancy tests. go to dollar store for ib and went to health department for the others



20. A $4.00 bottle of wine is no longer "pretty good stuff." don't like wine



21. You actually eat breakfast food at breakfast time. no, really do you not know anything?! I still cook breakfast at supper and for breakfast if I eat it may be pizza, pot pie or whatever



22. "I just can't drink the way I used to" replaces "I'm never going to drink that much again." Bring it on



23. 90% of the time you spend in front of a computer is for real work. hahahahaha, no



24. You drink at home to save money before going to a bar. k....got me there...it's also safer and when I get excited enough don't have to go out back to be with my man. (no not just some random person, my man)



25. When you find out your friend is pregnant you congratulate them instead of asking "Oh S*$# what the hell happened?" Depends on who it is



Bonus:



26: You read this entire list looking desperately for one sign that doesn't apply to you and can't find one to save your sorry old butt. OMG you're hilarious! Found 1 and only 1 that applies. Nice try......you get an e for effort.....nah an F-.

One More Time....


She always says, " I'll try just one more time and that's it. I can't do this anymore."

He comes into her life, the sweet words flow from his lips, the praise floats to her like wings on a dove. The promises come and get excepted so easily.
She doesn't want to blame him for others mistakes or not give him a chance because he might be different.
She listens with every ounce of her being and believes him.

Believes him......

Then the red flags start going up everytime she looked up or turned the corner.
She is still determined to hold on to a smaller glimmer of hope.
Then it happens......
Then it happens, the glass shatters, sending shards through her skin to pierce her heart.

He dumps her because she gets mad at him, mad that they've been talking two months he tells everyone she's his girlfriend, he jumps her for what she does and doesn't put on her profile BUT never met her in person, kept standing her up. Trashes her to anyone and everyone.
She never retaliated, still he trashes her, tells everyone how she is a fake and worthless.
She finally says something.

FINALLY it stops,

She decided to give up once and for all. Tired of the hurt and pain and let downs.
She still dreams of a day she can be with someone with real love and true intentions. Best of all takes her for what she is: a one man woman, with a heart, soul, feelings, and a brain. Who is here for more than just one thing and is WORTH MORE than one thing.

She goes on with her life.

Then one day someone walks into her life.

She starts to think............

"One More Time."

Bridget Renee

Thursday, May 13, 2010

A Gathering

July 9, 2007 - Monday

There is still a storm but it is much farther away at the moment.

Starlyn and Mystuic are sitting under the Great Willow talking,



then they both feel stong energies surrounding their being and filling their souls. Even Mystuic was a bit astonished at so many coming forth towards them at one time.

The old souls and the new ones:



The wise ones and ones still learning.



It was a gathering like of another age come around to happen again to bring together everyone.

It was such a magickly moment for the times, wonder what the words exchanged where. Their meeting so to say.....

We Are

July 15, 2007 - Sunday



We are full of love and life.

We need to embrace that then give it out like there is no tommorow.

We are full of energy and magick.

We need to send if forth with heart and soul.

We are wise and new.

We need to guide and be students.

We are light and dark.

We need not take for granted either one.

We are Witches.

We need to be proud.

Garden of Serene Divinity

July 5, 2007 - Thursday

She sits under the willow, listening to the creek under Dell River Bridge.

The water is crystal clear as glass, the sound so blissful it could take her away within or even without of her own mind.

The Garden of Serene Divinity is where she goes to enjoy such treasures of mind and soul.

Today there is another there talking, she listens.

"To really see what I am saying lay back, close your eyes and first listen to the garden and the crick. Keep your peace and also listen to me mingled inside your head with that of your own thoughts."

She relaxes and begins to hear the others words so very clearly.

" We are kindred souls, you and I. It has been a long time since we have been together and connected. It took a while to find you. Oh, do not fret young one, for here we are once again and bonding as we always do."

The other talks away more and then has to part.

She frets for she may not see her again.

"Be calm, for if we ever get seperated again we will always have The Garden of Serene Divinity were our souls will always find one another. We will meet again."

The other reaches out with the mind and touches her soul. She is at peace once again, relaxed and know she will see the other when the time is right.

The water is flowing gently, the breeze is ever so gentle and the fragrance is so sweet.

She is at peace.

Double Vision

June 30, 2007 - Saturday

Don't look to far into her eyes. You will see everything and nothing all at once.

Do not touch her for you will be forever hers and never had a chance. Her touch is of fire and ice. She can burn your very soul or freeze your heart to numbness.

Her smile is pure sweetness and toxic.

Her mind is as void as times itself and holds so much you will be caught up in the hurricane of it all.

She is as plain as day, yet a spinx in her own dimension.

Adorn her, detest her, just know her.

She is who she is, yet nothing at all.

Hidden

Masks we wear everyday. Rarely do we show our true selves.

So much hiding we do, sometimes even our own minds forget what out true identity is.

What we say, act, or express all seem to never reveal the real feelings.

The mask is not neciassarily different everyday. There are certain masks you wear to certain places or around certain people.

Masks can come off, hearts feelings pour out, soul spills the past, present and could be future for one to see. The mind reveals what philosophy it contains and actions speak louder than words.

Hidden away inside your own physky can be both lonely and dangerous.

Hinding behind a mask can be your worst mistake. You will never know your true potential.

" It is better to be hated for who you are then be loved for who you're not" Kurt Cobain

Bridget R. Leach 8-23-06

To Those

To Those...
Current mood: content
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Have you ever been in control of everything yet nothing at all?

In a setting of surreality that is exactly what you experiance. Total control and the loss of which you had such a tight grasp on. The feeling of knowing where you are yet being afraid because you dont recoginize your surroundings. Something is trying to keep you calm yet aware of what it is about to share with you in a very special connection. Which in the reality of it your energy has decided to take lets say a trip. Instead of harnassing in your body and imite from within it decides to leave your physky and surround you. In that special moment it is trying to help you. Help you not lose this control you actually have that you feel you have already lost. It though is also a warning. A warning that is letting you know who is trying to take it. Not always can we see that which haunts us.

For some they are open from the beginning. Others hide it and deny it, so without that training you have yet to catch up to the rest of you. You know, gut feelings, anxiety, a slight shake, the feeling know something is going to happen or already did but what. Unfortunately not all learn and some will never know. At the same time not everyone needs to know. In the wrong hands it could be disastarous. Also we couldn't all exist in the same diminsion. There have to be those who watch over and the ones who need to be watched, those that really want to be. Have to keep it interesting and going in cycle.

Yet not a perfect circle. A circle that has many curves, twists, turns and all jumbled up, but one that never ends. The circle can be stretched to be perfect but none of us have that power and can never obtain or contain it. A power that gives us the job of watchers.

As a watcher you are privilaged to have such a title. Never fear though, everything still does not rest all on your shoulders. In fact even as a watcher you may need someone to watch over you. Sometimes you fall from grace and need someone to carry you back up.

Keep always the serenity yet chaos of the watchers oath... None other than " The Old Code". Dont think it is for knights only and in bedtime stories. It is really out there.

As with cliques watchers have their own group. Spread out yet always connected. Sometimes that connection is hibernating but always there.

Within the group each have a way to set off the others gift. One may be in tune at all times while one can only truly be connected while with another watcher in close range. To communicate it, some can come right out and talk about it, and some have to write about it. For some reason the words wont come out of their mouth but can flow so easily from their fingertips. As long as there is communication, that is what counts.

Sometimes though too many get together and it becomes a game of who is doing what and why. That can be mind breaking to the point of insanity. Times like that you need your own group, stick together so they can keep your soul going while your mind is being tested. You can pull through it with enough faith and will power, but also with the power of your watchers.

To Those Who Are

To Those Who Are

To those who are beware..... beware if you do not know anything about it.

Ones who have just come into it can be overantilizistic about it. That is the last thing you want to do. Somehow someway you need to learn how to let it fill you and then just let it "Flow" from within you.

If you are so overtaken by this new mystery and trying to hard to figure it out you can actually cause a switch to make your mind go insane. A switch that you can turn on but you cant trun it off. Isnt that something, a switch you can turn on but cannot turn off. If it is to be turned off you will need help but then it is not a guarantee that it will be turned off. Some thoughts and emotions will hold on so tight that it is as if the switch were made like that in the "off" position never meant to be turned on.

People will try to help but as in most cases you have to be honestly willing to listen to them heed their warnings and take their advice and actually walk the words.

Some who just come into it, well they instanly think they know more than they really do. They think they understand everything about it yet in reality they know nothing at all. It is something they have always heard about and never really believed and if they did were to afraid to admit it and they didnt have that knowledge they needed to grow with it. Not for it to grow with you but for you to grow with it. Some in their minds think they know all and how it works and that just gets them in more trouble than they know. Thankfully there are those who can help if you have not got to far in your own minds own realm. One that does not exsist to anyone else but you, that is ok for a time but to actually dwell there is nothing short of a cursed life in which there may be no return. There are those of our group that can go into your mind and switch some wires around but without crossing them. They do it not out of hatered and vengince but out of love and caring, to help you in your darkest hour of need from your own worst enemy; yourself.